Lots of Love LaLaRapariga xx
terça-feira, 30 de outubro de 2012
segunda-feira, 22 de outubro de 2012
While I was doing the dishes, I had an epiphany! Let me start from the beginning.
When I was little, like the majority of little girls, I had the dream to get married and have kids. So cliché . I know....
Nowadays, the only idea of getting married, makes me twist my nose and avoid the mere thought of it.
I feel that, in order for me to get where I want,love will be always an obstacle.
The truth is: I'm not tailored for love. Now that I see, I embrace it. I totally accept it.
Trying to find love only hold me back...
Rejected, broken, sadness and sorrow + many other melancholic feelings. I ignore them now.
My happiness completely depended on someone. I still don't accept myself entirely.
Always putting myself down, self inflicting blows on my ego before any bastard tries, feel disgusting with myself... I still feel like it...
Now, I decided to put my career first and it's alright. Everything is getting into place now.
Well just a thought I am sharing.....
segunda-feira, 1 de outubro de 2012
The meaning of being late, in this context is:
EVERYONE WILL LOOK AT YOU WHEN YOU ENTER THE ROOM! EVERYONE...
Those judging eyes, which the mercy was left outside the border and corners of that room. One single moment, when you can actually shake like a leaf and the pressure to impress and be accepted takes is toll...
I know that in the end you will be ok, but for the mean time everything seems hopeless. Argh T.T.
This was only a 'Small' introduction, in order to proclaim my real motivation to write this post.
Today was the "switch on the lights", that I was looking in my period of obscure indecisions and lack of content in life.
After breathing in that environment, touching the room, the walls, everything seems real and tastes real, well mostly because its real!
I am officially a proud Middlesex Student in the BA Journalism and Publishing Studies!
At least La La is content... Great day at Middlesex University!
P.S. Still keeping my eyes open for the guys on my Campus :-^.^-:
terça-feira, 11 de setembro de 2012
quarta-feira, 29 de agosto de 2012
When I was younger and the world seemed coloured in bright and vivid colours.
Back then I would fantasise with princes and princesses, Queens and Kings, Knights and miladies in danger.
Mesmerising lands, with the sea and a water so clean and so pure!
As every castle, mine was conquered.
Conquered by the fear of the world. Conquer by my fear, who subtly killed my dreams and fantasies and left me empty and alone.
Cross, cross, run, run, JUMP!
I had it but now is gone.
Images courtesy of http://artsytime.com/thomas-kinkades-world-of-fantasy-and-fairytales/
segunda-feira, 9 de julho de 2012
Anyway, why not a dress challenge?!
Yesterday I added 3 new dresses to my collection. To be honest I only wear dresses no matter where I go, the occasion and the situation. I love them!
I only have 30 with me now but looking forward to increase it more in the future. In the mean time come on board with me and just enjoy this fun challenge. I mean why not?! Send me your pictures, send me feedbacks, comments, messages. You know where to find me!
Lots of Love LaLa
White/light blue dress.
I mean, it is so amazingly and annoyingly unpredictable!
Who said diamonds are a girl's BFF when in reality is your umbrella? Or maybe you do not need it, when you have a very warm cover next to you!
YEAH, YEAH your Boyfriend. Kisses under the rain, a piece of your wet hair glued to your face, round almond eyes...
Today I feel quite anxious, it is only morning and we have a long way to go till the day is over...
Have a really nice and enjoyable day!